I really don't have anything important to say.

complete madness.

2008/8/15

catalyzed

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@ 03:15 PM (4 months, 24 days ago)

Window rolled down, heat turned up, hand catching air. Open, closing; grasping at nothing, and in it, I am holding everything.My hair a billowing mess of outrageous curls wipping my face, flying unflatteringly everywhere... and I love it.

Flying down 101 just a little to fast, and the speed is reassuring. No time to let my fear convince me to turn around, now. City lights behind me, highway infront of me; I am infinite.

Fog clutching hill, crawling dangerously towards me, and this is were I become a little nervous. White surrounds me, creating an empty canvas I can now imagine anything up on.

With slight hesitation the gas peddle becomes a close friend, and I press into it with an unseen fearceness. That of which is infront of me becomes a road leading to you as I morph all the street signs into arrows pointing your way.

Your face looks good on the billboards.

4 am blues

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@ 02:54 PM (4 months, 24 days ago)

And I swear water tastes funny when I think of all the times it rained,

and you stayed inside to bide yourself some time to think of reasons to get rid of me.

Funny how it's over and I'm still here stuck on the same street.


And now that I really take the time to part the waters

and examine the creaters lurking underneath,

I can see that you were waiting for me to drown.

I refuse to scream for help.

So use up all my oxygen; blue looks good on me anyways.


And I swear I feel like plastic when I stare into your eyes.

The weight off all you've done to cover up who you've become

hides beautifully behind your thick lashed eyes.

You're such a doll.


So go ahead and feed me another lie, another line.

I like it when you're fake with me... what's a little make believe ?

And I swear it is so seductive when you call me baby becuase you've forgotten my name.

It's kind of sexy... being anyone.

Who were you thinking of this time? Did I play her well?

2007/3/25

because I'm a hopeless romantic...

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@ 01:01 PM (21 months, 23 days ago)

 

If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh,
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my Baby
I'll look after you
And I'll look after you

If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly

Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
After You
Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh

It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

-the fray